tv ads..yeah..it affects the minds of those who seen it.. pero alam ba ng ad na un kung ano ang tumatakbo sa isip ng isang ngyoyosi habang hinihithit nya ito? hindi..kanya-kanyang rason, kanya-kanyang dahilan..
never thought i could find someone whose so giving and caring till i met him..he always look after me.let me do almost nething i want…when im with him…i’ve got no worries whatsoever..i feel safe..he makes me feel safe..like nothing in the world can hurt me or atleast cant get away with it..and annoys me at the same time with his boyish acts..i love him..nd i never thought i could love someone as much..he makes me so happy that i cant even think of losing him..
believe me mga tsong..gusto ko na din umuwi..huhuhu..i’ve been missin out on so many things..i miss my sammy..hanna and tammy ca never replace my stubborn, deaf (or so i think) dog..here..you work hard..you play hard..i can buy whatever pleases me..oo sa pinas lagi akong nambuburaot..dito ganun pa din…hehehe..joke…may pera ka nga…pero can money really buy you happiness?but then again now i got brett..hes the guy im goin out for the longest..and ive never felt so loved..he always look after me..take care of me..undertands me.. put up with me..for those people who knows me well..ou know how cranky i can be..lol..yeah…should i stay or should i go? if i stay i’ll be happy chillin in the phils and if i go.. i can never see him again..
lagi na lng..tila ba wala ka ng ginawang tama..ikaw na ata ang pinkamasamang anak sa balat ng lupa..kupal ka..sarili mo lng iniisip mo..sabi ko nanga ba..mahirap tlaga pag iba ang tingin sayo ng tatay mo..tilaba la ka ng ginawang tama..haay..to err is human ikanga..ao ba pinagsasabi ko?
bahala xa kung di nya ko mahal..problema na nya iyon kung ganun man ang pagtingin nya sa kin.la nako magagawa.
yoko na men..sawa na ako,,la na ata tlang destiny…ako na lnga ata naniniwala sa soulmate..tangna..la na ko seseryosohin..bahala na kayo mga bwakang ina nyo..wooh..ewan..bahala na si shaider.
his nam is ibo. he is from swiss. we met over the net–i knw its crazy ordumb.whatever you want to call it. i reckon he is the hottest guy ive met yet. he got the charms of a boy..so cute.. i told him to ome and visit me here in oz..and have you know what..and then he asked are you a v or not.. i said yes i am. so what? he aid he cant do that to me cause first times should be special. an that i should do it with the person i really love and that cn love me back. he said his not that guy cause if he comes n oz and stay for a week and then he will leaveagain..then he said, we will not see each othe again for a long time..i dont wana do that to you…im really stunned cause a guy who im suposed to just have fun with thinks i deserve better.. im so touch.. i cant help but cry.how can a gy like that can make me feel s pecial and so respected..i dont evenknow his name until iasked him just now.. i dunno..m just stunned..cause he is a stranger and yet.. he treats me very well. unlike all the fags i dated..you can tell when someone just wants one thing yeah? im so dumb…. i know.
i am always the black sheep..bad seed..anything you call it..im the bad apple..my papa never looked at me the way he looked at my sisters..i can see it in his eyes..he looked at them with such adoration..when he looks at me. all i can see is the i told you so look..don’t get me wrong, papa is a good man..maybe he doesn’t just like me..i dont wana be jealous because they are my sisters anyway. but yeah, whenever i see my papa’s look towards them, i see how proud he is..i never saw that when he looks at me. and i am hoping. one day..it will come..
i saw this blind uy get tattoed..he got this eye condition where his sight were slowly losing..i was moved. he’s right..refusing to accept the situation wont make any better.. you have to move on…look forward..i am at a point where i couldn’t care less about what will happen to me and i remembered that god is there..He will always be with me no matter what..the guy said he completely got blind by age 25…im 21..and still got a lot ahead of me…i dont wana worry about the things that is yet to come..i’ll just be thankful for what i have now..family, good friends..thats it..apparently..i am taking those important things recently..and with just one flick…i lost the things that seem to matter most..now..i learned..now i know…
what should i do with boredom? hmmm… eureka! check every one’s account!!woohoo!! im so freakin bored mate… this last few weeks.. i smoked more than ever i prayed a lot harder became meek cried a bit more than my usual breakdown i feel so alone and lonely..shaider? asan ka na? haaay.. grabeh na ito..ang saya siguro ng maengage? nice mai and cos..yihee..aun..ay nako…lalaki nanaman…ayaw na…rest muna ang puso..ayun eh oh…parang tanga lng..kinakausap ang srili…hmmm…gusto ko panoorin ang saw4…wish ko lng may sumama sa kin no?poon ng rakenrol..please naman po..ako ay iyong gabayan…
im so fuken bored…you kno what i did? i just view every one in my account..bloody hell!!!now thats what you call boredom…in the past weeks…i smoked more than ever..i prayed a lot harder..got a bit melow..poon ng rakenrol..please save me!!!nu ba nangyayari? wooohhoo..mga frens…tulong..tulong…saklolo!!!
